Episode 14

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Published on:

14th Sep 2025

From Brokenness to Hope: The Gospel Mandate for Justice with the Rev. Canon Chris McCloud

From Brokenness to Hope: The Gospel Mandate for Justice with the Rev. Canon Chris McCloud

In this compelling episode, the Good News team Lynn Shematek and Deacons Jon Shematek and Lauren Welch welcome the Revered Chris McCloud, Canon to the Ordinary, for a candid and heartfelt discussion about the ongoing work of reparations and reconciliation within the Episcopal Diocese of Maryland. Chris shares her personal journey through nearly two decades of ordained ministry, revealing the twists, challenges, and deep sense of calling that led her to champion reparations as a gospel mandate.

The conversation delves into the real, tangible impact of reparations—how small grants are helping to restore dignity, opportunity, and hope to communities that have been fractured by injustice. Chris recounts stories of youth reclaiming lost traditions, families finding shelter and unity, and the transformative power of programs like the Sutton Scholars. She emphasizes that reparations are not about charity, but about justice—about repairing what has been broken and creating space for all to flourish.

Throughout the episode, the seriousness and urgency of this work are clear. Chris calls on listeners to recognize the brokenness around us and to respond not with pity, but with action rooted in faith and love. The invitation is open: whether through direct involvement, financial support, or simply spreading awareness, everyone has a role to play in building a more just and hopeful future.

This episode is both a testament to the hard work being done and a rallying cry for others to join in. The work of repair is ongoing—and together, we can be the repairers of the breach.

00:00 – Introduction

Meet the hosts and introduce the topic: "From Brokenness to Hope: the Gospel Mandate for Justice."

00:25 – Welcoming Rev. Canon Chris McCloud

Chris McCloud joins the podcast and shares initial greetings.

00:42 – Chris’s Journey in Ministry

Chris discusses his path from deacon to priest and his calling.

02:25 – The Call to Reconciliation

Chris explains the importance of reconciliation in his ministry.

02:45 – Reparations Work: How It Began

Chris shares how he became involved in reparations and the Diocese of Maryland’s efforts.

03:55 – What Reparations Means

Defining reparations and the diocese’s grant program.

06:13 – Impact of Reparations Grants

Discussion of the types of organizations and communities supported.

08:00 – Uplifting Youth and Community Programs

Examples of funded programs, including youth and family shelters.

10:25 – The Gospel Mandate for Justice

Chris explains why reparations are a gospel mandate and the importance of justice over charity.

13:00 – Resilience and Hope in Communities of Color

Reflections on resilience, hope, and the ongoing struggle for justice.

15:00 – Interfaith Connections and Baptismal Covenant

The shared call to justice across faiths and the meaning of the baptismal covenant.

17:30 – Surprises and Lessons from the Work

Chris shares personal stories and lessons learned from working with marginalized communities.

18:45 – The Sutton Scholars Program

Highlighting the Sutton Scholars and the importance of supporting youth.

19:30 – How to Get Involved

Ways for viewers to support reparations and community programs.

19:55 – Final Reflections and Advice

Chris offers advice on bringing hope and living out the gospel.

20:10 – Closing and Thanks

Hosts thank Chris and the audience, and share where to find more information.

Episcopal Diocese of Maryland: https://episcopalmaryland.org/

Sutton Scholars: https://suttonscholars.org/

Reparations Grants: https://episcopalmaryland.org/reparations-grants/

Social Justice and Reconciliation: https://episcopalmaryland.org/social-justice-and-reconciliation/

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Transcript
Lynn Shematek:

Hello, friends!

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From Brokenness to Hope: the

Gospel Mandate for Justice.

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Join the Reverend Canon, Chris

McCloud of the Episcopal Diocese

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of Maryland for a conversation

on faith, race, and reparations.

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Brought you by the Good News

team, Lynn Shematek and Deacons,

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Jon Shematek and Lauren Welch.

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Jon Shematek: Chris McLeod,

welcome to the Good News podcast.

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Lauren and I are thrilled

you're here with us today,

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Chris McCloud: I'm thrilled

to be with you, my beloved.

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You know how much I love you?

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Jon Shematek: Yeah, the feeling's mutual.

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Lauren Welch: Chris, we know that in

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your job right now as Canon

to the ordinary, you have a

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multitude of responsibilities.

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Would you share with us your journey from

where you have been to where you are now?

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just a little bit of it.

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'cause I know there's a lot.

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Chris McCloud: Wow.

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Lauren, that's kind of a tricky question.

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Well, both of you know that.

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My journey has had some very

interesting, twists and turns.

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As I always say, God's always got jokes.

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The Holy Spirit's always laughing at us.

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just this past week, I reached my

19th year of ordained ministry,

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15 of those years, as a deacon.

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but again, God's always crying out to us.

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and we're all called to remain

in constant discernment, about

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possibilities, God has had some different

conversations with me and along the

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way, understood a little bit better.

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calling to the priesthood, not as a

step up, but a step aside and deeper

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in to something that I believe that

as a deacon for so many years, has

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been important and that is being

connected to, those who have.

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Been set aside for the wrong reasons.

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and being one to want to be out

in the world with them in a way

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that's a little bit different.

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meaning being able to sit with

them sacramentally for me, it's

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always been about Reconciliation

of the heart, mind, and spirit.

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as a priest being able to offer

Prayers, we don't resolve anyone's sins.

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We are conduits for God.

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but as we follow our orders, this

seemed to be the call that made most

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sense for the work that I've done.

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For so long.

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Jon Shematek: And Chris, kind

of staying with the theme of

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reconciliation, I know that you're

very committed to and very involved in

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the diocesan programs on reparations.

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Can you talk a bit about that and how

this started and what it looks like today?

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Chris McCloud: I've been doing the work

of reparations for almost 20, years.

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When I started out in the

Diocese of Newark, it was not

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something I understood very well.

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it embarrassed me a little bit as a

person of color that didn't really

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understand what reparations was until I

was invited into it in a different way.

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Coming to the Diocese of Maryland in

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that the diocese, although struggling,

struggling, hard to understand the

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importance of what God's call is to us,

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Repairing that which is wrong, that

which has been broken, that which

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has been rendered away from someone.

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And essentially that's

what reparations is.

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Repairing a wrong, repairing

something that, broke.

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spirits, hearts and minds.

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the Diocese of Maryland did a very

heavy lift, to get to a place to pass a

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resolution in 2022, for us to provide,

reparations in the form of small grants

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to organizations throughout our diocese.

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Jon Shematek: and so the grantees, of

the reparations grants, I know you're

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not gonna have any favorites that

you're going to name, but there are a

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lot of 'em, over these last few years.

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can you just generally talk about the work

that they do, the kind of thing they do?

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Chris McCloud: Certainly.

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the goal of our reparations program has

always been to provide an opportunity

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for organizations to, bring, wholeness,

bring repair into communities that

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have been fractured, particularly

communities, African American, black

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communities, brown communities throughout

the confines of our diocese from

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Western Maryland, to southern Maryland.

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And the programs that we have been

focused on mostly have been healthcare,

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education, housing, microeconomic,

and economic justice, and, programming

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that, helps lift our youth, up.

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And so some of the programs that

we have been able to fund have been

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really just phenomenal in terms of

if we take one of the, awardees from

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this year, and I'm not gonna remember

the name, off the hand, that's not my

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gift and names, however, the program.

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Has been to provide, an opportunity

for young, black and African American

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youth in the Annapolis area to reclaim,

the history of being, on the water.

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if you recall the waterfront and Seafarers

were originally people of color who did

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the crabbing, the, the, the clamming.

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they manned the boats.

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they took care of the, the, the shore.

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And over time, that trade.

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Was wrenched away from people of color.

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The waterfront was wrenched away

from ownership of their families.

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and the community lost opportunity

to, develop those skills anymore.

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So this has been an opportunity

to reintroduce, a group of young

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people into nautical skills,

which is really important.

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another program that we have is.

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A shelter what's

different about a shelter?

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Well, in this particular case, the

shelter for families, we think about

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shelters where people live, are

in sort of a congregate setting.

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Meaning, there are a, a myriad

of people in a large space.

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This is a shelter for.

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Families for mothers and fathers

and their children to be kept

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together when they are homeless.

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and it helps to provide them

with the opportunity to remain

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some level of dignity, some

connectedness to one another.

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These things are really important when

people are going through critical times.

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programs that help uplift our

youth, not only in Baltimore.

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But in different communities around

our diocese have been really important.

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Like in, Frederick County, I believe

in me, one of our first awardees

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have done some phenomenal, phenomenal

work with, youth of color that's

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kind of the work that our diocese

has been providing support to.

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Helping to lift up and build communities

that have been broken or left behind.

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Jon Shematek: Wow, that's amazing.

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You've probably touched so many

people throughout the, diocese.

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one of the things I'm wondering

about is this sounds like it's

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really repairing some of the, wrong.

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Chris McCloud: Absolutely.

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I think the thing for us to remember

as the church, reparations is

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really a gospel mandate, isn't it?

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It's a mandate in the gospel

for healing and justice.

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It's a remembering of who we are called

to be through God's call to us through

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Jesus's teaching and instruction.

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it's remembering the words, of Isaiah.

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The Lord will guide us continually.

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the Lord will help us to

be repairers of the breach.

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These are the things that are

really important for us to

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understand, as the church.

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In this time when things like diversity,

equity, and inclusion programs or

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affirmative action programs have

been wiped off the face of the earth.

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That's not a policy shift.

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That is actually a declaration to, Put

people of color, black, brown, African

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American, Indian peoples in a place

that doesn't allow them to thrive.

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what's important to understand that,

we as the people of Christ being Christ

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arms, legs, and ears out in the world

is that, people don't need charity.

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People need justice.

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our call is always to justice.

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you can't return something, that is not

acknowledged, that was taken wrongly.

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that's justice.

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you can divide or take away

all of the diversity, equity,

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inclusion programs that you want.

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but as the body of Christ, we

need to remember what it means to

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disenfranchise a group of people.

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Now we're not enslaved anymore, but

there are so many spirits in the hearts

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that are enslaved by, this sort of

declaration against people of color.

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the brokenness, the hopelessness

that can be more pervasive.

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But what I will say is people

of color are resilient.

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we know how to bounce back.

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We know how to come together despite

the odds always being against us.

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what we need people to understand,

particularly our Christian brothers

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and sisters, those that we sit in

the pew with, is that we are all

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beloved ones of God and God does

not separate us or parse us out.

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We need to really live into

what we say we believe.

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Reparations is a gospel mandate.

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It's a mandate for healing.

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It's a mandate for justice.

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we are called to be

repairers of the breach.

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in order to do that, we need

to understand, our need to.

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organize, to protect, and to lead

others into a future where, not only

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do Black Lives matter, but black

lives flourish like everyone else's I

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think that's what's really important

for us as followers of Christ.

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Jon Shematek: And that

really, benefits everybody.

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All of us in the pews and

those of us out in the streets.

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when society becomes

more just, everyone wins,

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Chris McCloud: and that's what I think we

miss No matter what we feel politically to

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say unequivocally that I am a follower of

Christ, demands something very different.

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when we don't understand what

that different, pull is, We really

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mock the word of God and what

we believe is God's call to us.

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God's been very clear to us across time.

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I think the challenge is to always

understand that in these moments,

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we're in another period of time where

this is a reckoning for America.

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How are we as Christians going

to stand up to meet that?

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How do we actually address that?

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God.

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Everyone is one of God's beloved children.

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So in order for us to say that we

are doing the Christian thing, I need

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for people to understand we have a

mandate as Christians as Episcopalians,

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through our baptismal covenant, which

is not just something that we do.

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It is something we are reminded of

through our baptismal covenant at

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least four five, six times a year.

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So this is not something to sneeze

at, we're also in the same place as

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our Muslim and Jewish siblings that

connective tissue for all of us.

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because we might have a different

theology that we believe in, in creed,

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we are still God's beloved because we

are still talking to the same one God.

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we need to also be mindful of that.

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While we get ourselves, a

little confused sometimes, We're

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worshiping the same God folks.

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Jon Shematek: Hmm hmm.

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Lauren Welch: We're worshiping the same

God who brings us hope and gives us

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the strength to do what we're called

to do with the passion that you share

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for this work of reconciliation,

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With all people, what has surprised you

the most in the work that you're doing?

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Chris McCloud: I think for me, the

work that I have done over the years,

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particularly with people who have been

formerly homeless, I know that the two of

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you know that I, founded an organization

in New Jersey, a homeless shelter.

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And one of the things that I think

was that little thing in the back

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of my head after all of these years

is that, many of the women that

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I served in entrusted to my care.

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One of the things that was so important

to them, and I'm talking about women

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who were not churched women who, might

have, followed the Muslim tradition,

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their desire to understand if they

would be forgiven for whatever reason,

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they felt that they needed to be

forgiven and that call and that that

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deep sense of brokenness incidences

in their lives have led them places.

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What they want to know

is, does God forgive them?

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Will God forgive me?

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Will my children forgive me?

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Will my parents forgive me?

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It's about a brokenness of spirit,

a brokenness of heart, for a long

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time I struggled, understanding

how do I help them understand that?

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I can say the words.

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God loves you no matter what.

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There is nothing that can set

you aside from God's love.

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It is something that has pulled and

called at me to help people understand

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how beloved they actually are.

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sometimes you don't get to

do that until you understand

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yourself, how beloved you are.

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I realized that I had not yet.

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Given myself the value of

how much God had loved me.

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And when I realized that I was able

to cross that sort of, bridge to

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help hold someone else's hand to

help them also begin to do that work

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to understand how beloved they are.

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Lauren Welch: Thank you for sharing that,

Chris, because I think that that is one

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of the most important lessons that we can

learn is that each of us are beloved, not

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just telling other people that they are.

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So thank you.

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Jon Shematek: Well, Chris, I know there

are so many, programs and people can find

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out about them on the Episcopal Diocese

of Maryland's website, and there's a

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section, that describes the reparations

programs and the recipients of every year.

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Chris McCloud: one of the reparative

programs that the diocese has had

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in place for the last eight years

is our Sutton Scholars program.

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And that's really a program that just

underscores how important it is to be

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able to give our young people agency,

to give them voice, to give them an

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understanding of not only how beloved

they are, but how valuable they are.

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And I am so proud of the work With

Sutton Scholars and the support our

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diocese has provided for this program.

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you know, these programs are costly.

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sometimes it's more important to get

the results than worry about the cost.

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I'll put my little plea

out there for people.

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If you're looking to do something

really important that's reparative,

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give to our communities that support,

the activities of young people, most

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particularly our Sutton Scholars program.

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There are programs in Frederick, there

are programs out in Western Maryland.

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There are other programs throughout

our diocese support our young people.

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They're the ones who are

going to, shape our future.

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they need to understand that

they are leaders in this moment.

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and we need to support them in that,

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Jon Shematek: you know, that's so

important 'cause it gives everybody

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an opportunity to do something.

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we're not all able or willing to.

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Get out in the streets and march.

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We're not all able or willing

to go and serve people directly.

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But most of us have some

resources and why not share those?

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Absolutely.

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that's great information.

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I know we had James Woody from

Sutton Scholars on a couple of

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months ago, and he's amazing.

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And I ask our listeners and

viewers to try to take a look

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at that if you've missed it.

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and there, the Sutton Scholars

sites on there and so on, and how

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to contribute to that program.

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What about if someone had, I just

wanna dig a little deeper in,

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when you're talking about find a

program, is there a way for folks to.

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Find programs that they

may want to support.

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'cause as you say, they're all costly.

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Chris McCloud: Absolutely.

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I think in terms of providing support

to anything follow your heart.

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What speaks to your heart most?

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if you are interested in helping,

homeless people, or homeless families

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or homeless women look for those

programs that, provide those services.

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If you wanna do it through the context

of who we are as the Diocese of Maryland,

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go to our reparations page, look at

our former awardees, see the work that

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they are doing, and make a contribution

to one of those programs as well.

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Or make a contribution to the Diocesan

reparations program so that we can

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continue to help raise up and lift

up these programs that are doing such

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good work throughout our diocese.

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Jon Shematek: Thanks for that, Chris.

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I know people are hungry to

do something, hungry to help.

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I think all of us that are believers in

something know that there's something

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greater that we need to be doing Chris,

I always give my dear Deacon colleague

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Lauren, this moment to ask the last,

the last question unless there's

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something else you wanna talk about.

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But no matter what she asks,

you could turn it around to

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whatever you wanna talk about.

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Lauren.

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Lauren would, would you, would you

close this out with the last question?

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Lauren Welch: Chris, you

have shared so much with us.

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dear to your heart and

dear to our hearts too.

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What advice would you want to leave

with our listeners and watchers, and

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the people who are watching today?

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Chris McCloud: I would ask, our listeners,

particularly those of us who, who.

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Call ourselves, warrior for God,

warrior for Christ, to remember

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that brokenness is all around us.

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it's not just, impacting people of color.

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It's impacting a lot of people.

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And we need to be mindful that there

is a brokenness and what we can do.

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We don't need to be rich, we don't

need to have a lot of resources.

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What we need to do is

bring hope to someone.

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I think the most important thing we

can do as human beings, journeying

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together across, earth, is to be hopeful.

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Even when things aren't fabulous,

just bringing a smile, just bringing

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a sense of hope to someone else helps

us to really live out the gospel

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in a way that, is real for someone.

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not everyone has heard a gospel.

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Not everyone understands the

call of God or what it means for

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us, but they can see it in us.

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It is us who are bringing that

hope and love of God and who

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we say are followers of Jesus.

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people won't believe in Jesus if we're

not showing Jesus through our hearts.

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And so that's what I would say to people.

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Jon Shematek: Amen.

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Amen.

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Amen.

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Thank you.

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So, Chris, I just can't tell you how

grateful I am that you've been with

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us today and share your thoughts.

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This has just been great

and we really appreciate it.

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Chris McCloud: Well, I appreciate

you guys having me, and I love

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the both of you so dearly,

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Lauren Welch: We love you too.

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We love you too, Chris and Jon,

and I also want to thank those who

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are watching and listening for the

gift of your time with us today.

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Until next time, peace and blessings.

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Jon Shematek

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Jon Shematek is an Episcopal Deacon, retired after serving thirty years in seven varied parishes in the Diocese of Maryland. Jon is also a retired pediatric cardiologist; he practiced medicine for years and also served as the Chief Medical Officer of a multi-specialty medical group and a large health insurance plan. Jon’s current ministry is being formed by his interests in photography, graphic design, teaching, and web-based communications.

Lauren Welch

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Lauren Welch is an Episcopal Deacon, retired after serving thirty years in two parishes in the Diocese of Maryland and on Diocesan Staff in various roles as well as serving in leadership positions with the Association for Episcopal Deacons. Lauren’s secular employment included thirty years as a Medical Technologist functioning as blood bank supervisor, and ten years as chaplain at two Baltimore hospitals and a retirement community. Lauren continues her passion and interest in healing energy work as a Reiki Master and Spiritual Director. Lauren is listening to where the Spirit is calling her in the labyrinth of life, responding one step at a time.